a happy birthday

Happy birthday

U know I will always beside you

You only need to look at me once and I can tell you that all your problems will be solved by me and of course by us both

So why don’t you put back your smile everytime you see my reflection in this statue?:)

Just Have met U yet again :)

i edited some parts of the song because i guess i found one:)

I’m not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it’ll all turn out.
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, dith, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

Mmmm…

I might not have to wait.
Because I never give up.
I guess it’s half timing,
And our both’s luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it’s right.
You’ll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm…

But somehow I know that it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, dith, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

They say all’s fair.
And in love and war.
But I won’t need to fight it.
We’ll get it right and,
We’ll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it’ll all turn out.
And I’ll work to work it out.
Promise you, dith, I’ll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, dith, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

I just haven’t met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, dith, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love…)
I just haven’t met you yet

I just haven’t met you yet.

the right place at the right time

for some reason, i think all the world is planning something against me lately. Things that i think is not great!!

i dont know, but i just heard this from a movie recently..

the great moments of your life won’t necessarily be the things you do. They’ll also be the things that happen to you. Now i’m not saying you can’t take action to affect the outcome of your life. You have to take action, and you will. But never forget, that on any day, you could step out the front door and your whole life can change forever. You see the universe has a plan, and that plan is always in motion. A butterfly flaps its wings, and it starts to rain (and its raining here when i write this post just now). Its a scary thought, but its also wonderful. All these little parts of the machine constantly working, making sure you end up exactly where you’re supposed to be, exactly when you’re supposed to be there.

The right place.. at the right time. (i hope)

Why eve is made out of adam’s rib

Hi again,,its been sometime since my last post. Well lots have happened, but not all can be wrote right?:P

So, today’s lecture is about adam’s rib..

Wait, before u say this is a biological class or any religious sessions, i assure you that this is just a perception of life (adigunarso, 2009).

Sooo,,lets start shall we,,

This topic is taken from actual talk somewhere in a restaurant in bandung,,

Why does God made eve out of adam’s rib? I dont know how much rib does God have taken from adam (because there are 4 ribs of mine that isn’t the same size as the other parts).

Here’s the explanation,

One, the bone isn’t taken from the feet because women aren’t supposed to be look down and got stepped. (sorry, my english sometimes is worse than ever hahaha)

Two, the bone isn’t taken from the skull because women aren’t supposed to be the one to make every decision in a family matter. (i’m really sorry if anyone who read this is annoyed, but my philosophy is men should be the one who make the decision)

Three, the bone isn’t taken from the back because women aren’t supposed to be the one who holds all the burdens in the family.

Four, the bone isn’t taken from the arms and hands because woman aren’t supposed to do all the hard work.

Then it comes to number five, the bone is taken from the ribs because women are made to be a patient/lenient type of all the God creation. (in indonesia, there’s a terms says about “lapang dada”, maybe there’s a connection)

Oh and one more thing, from my survey, about 83% of all women that i met (83% comes from the bro code) is a lenient type (of course from different side of view hahay)

(one, two, three, four, courtesy of fakhrozy, 2009) (five, its my courtesy)

27 days & 28 night

can u believe it???

I’ve been through those days above, and all i can say is,,

did i do something good this month??

God, sometimes i am still lazy to go to the mosque..

God, sometimes i still throwing my face to the other side when i see someone that i think i know

God, sometimes i still mocking at things i dont like even though it just a small things

God, i still have a grudge until now…

God, is there any good things that i can do this Ramadhan???

Stressful

Stress is the condition that results when person-environment transactions lead the individual to perceive a discrepancy, whether real or not, between the demands of a situation and the resources of the person’s biological, psychological or social systems. …
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stress (medicine)

What do u know about stress? I’m sure any of you have experienced it at least once in your lifetime (although I’m not sure whether anyone have experienced stress just once in his/her life). I just trying to figure out why u have it and what you would become when the “stress” is happening to you.

Number one, why do we get this stress..

 what do u see in the picture?? I know it’s the Joker writing in red blood saying “Why so serious?”. That is what I really want to tell myself, why so serious? Why do I need to take too many things in serious matter? Cant I just take one break to see what the world look like? Or is it just me who is thinking that, maybe I’m made like this? Maybe this life is already written and cant be changed so we have to be serious to continue to struggle with our life.

When you become contaminated with stress, then u have become the person inside the picture……

“Hate me if you don’t like what I’m writing, but I’m just passing my thoughts in this paper..”

what u do, not what u think

two days ago, i attend a seminar about business in my town, and i take note for the last words i said before (the last post before this one)..

its doesnt matter what you know, but what you can do with what u know

and today, still no trace about the spammer who have created some distraction in the house of TI2004. u know, they say that, to catch a criminal u have to think like one. obviously, u can do that if ur enemy isnt someone u know before, but how can u suspect ur own friend?

what happens if u find out who this person really is? what would u do if that person is someone you know so well that u would not believe he could have done something like that.

i have gathered some sort of trails, and i’m guessing, it wont take much more time before i know who..

4 people and 1 rope

When u r in an interview, u might find a question based on a story like this. this interview is truly happened to someone..

there are three mens and one women trapped in a deep and dark cave. we dont know how they got in there but the cave is starting to collapse and the only exit is so far reach. luckily, there is a rope hanging in the exit,, these 4 people are you, a doctors village who is treating a dangerous disease and only he can cure it, an old man who happens to be an elder of a great village, and a women who you loved all your life until now. if the rope can only be used by two people, and u get to decide which one of the four people that can climb the rope… who are you going to choose??

that wasnt a hard question, isnt it?? there are no best answer for the question, and this is an open question, and people can answer whatever they like.. i’ve been thinking, and my answer is like this..

if i get to choose two people that i can get to climb the rope, then it would be the doctor and the elder. why??? because the doctor can help everyone in the world because only he can cure them. because the elder is really important to the village, that if he dies then the village could be in a disaster. the two men that departed leaves us, me and the women. i guess it is clear right??

i let the doctor who can help mankind and the elder who is leading a great village to climb, and i could die in my happiest time because i can live my last moment with the person i love the most..

Being Hancock

Hey, has anyone watch the latest movie “Hancock”? what do u think about it? For me, it is really a great (I don’t know if I suppose to say the movie is an original idea, because lately most movie has too much superhero) movie where the superhero is doing his “thing” but in a real world perspective. What would u say if u have a great power, u used it in a good purpose to help people, but they don’t feel like being helped, but much more likely, ended up hating u..

If u r asking me, I would say ”hey I help u and all u can say is I hate u?”. from some of the movie I have seen before about superhero, Hancock reminds me about the web head, spidey. They are the type that people hate but still needed, well I can say that hancock is finally getting his acknowledgement from the city that he saved every day, but of course, with a price.

When u see someone like him, in the moment where he lives all by himself, when he tell his story about him being awaken in a normal hospital but no one came there looking for him, that makes me thinking about myself, am I like that too??

How can I say that? Well, I guess from what happens in my days after this whole sixth month being alone (u know what I’m saying right?), when no one looking for me, I think I know how it feels when hancock is in that hospital at the time. I also remember when he says, despite what I did in the past, but really, no one looking for me? Haha, now i’m telling my own deep story in my own mind to this writing, because I don’t think there is anyone who will understand this just now.. but hey, I really know that maybe because I have that same lonely eyes like him, when u don’t have anyone else to share, when people are only demanding things or not demanding anything from u but they don’t listen what inside ur heart says.. so thank u to will smith, for making this movie, because now I know that superhero sometimes feel the same way too..

I almost forgot, the biggest sacrifice that he do in that movie, I think it is when he was at the hospital, his soulmate got shot because she was protecting him, and he became strong in an instant to kick ass, but after that he have to go because if he stay close to his soulmate, she would die. Yes there are some things that I learned from that, one, we all made with a pair. Two, no matter where we go, our pair will always comeback with us in the end. Three, fate does not pick me or u, but it is us who make the choice. And four, the last one and I don’t really like it (because I don’t think this is happening to me right now T.T), no matter how strong u are, u need someone else to be with u, because just when u are with ur soulmate, that what makes u a human (she says its about loving someone, to feel love, huh, I hope this is something I can feel some other time, later, someday,,,, oh please God just give me one why don’t U??)